Right Now by Blair Gaulton

Right Now
My energy today is nonexistent
I feel inconsistent;
weak, tired, and sad.
The weather is beautiful.
With time; I will arise,
and accept these feelings.
Throw the negativity away;
get rid of it;
and go on with my busy day.
(C)BJG(Blair Gaulton)Aug 2015

Battle Against Inner Negativity by Blair Gaulton

Battle Against Inner Negativity
The battle continues anew;
as I work to subdue;
my inner negativity.
I see, I must work every moment, and everyday
to stop it from winning its way;
when it begins its fray.
I must counter right away.
I will celebrate the day;
when it finally stops.
At the moment it is a long way away.
I will not quit,
and work towards that day;
when I can finally say.
My inner negativity is gone!
(C)BJG(Blair Gaulton)June 2015

Against Inner Negativity by Blair Gaulton

Against Inner Negativity
We all have too much negativity
in ourselves.
It cuts us to shreds;
when we consider another path or route.
It is not good.
Staying the same;
does not help us to grow;
or gain experience we need.
We have to learn;
to trust ourselves.
Ignore our inner critic,
and the negativity.
Work hard, strive to acheive;
believe we will succeed.
Never give up;
that day will come!
(C)BJG(Blair Gaulton)June 2015

Now is the Time by Blair Gaulton

Now is the Time
I know I am lacking things;
am an imperfect guy.
it makes feel sad inside;
to realize;
my best is not good enough.
It hurts a lot;
tearing me up.
Throw in being sick too
Don’t really know
what to do anymore.  
Now is the time.
I can’t give up.
I’ve got to reach the other shore.
Throw my inner negativity;
out the door.
Fight to be me.
Face down my fears.
Find a way to get through it all,
and be happy.
(C)BJG(Blair Gaulton)May 2015

The Inner Fight to Write by Blair Gaulton

The Inner Fight to Write
There are days;
when I wish,
my words 
could immediately fully convey;
my emotions, feelings,
and what I want to say.
It is painful inside;
to have it not expressed.
Must be patient in spite of pain;
allow time to ripen expression.
Suddenly connection is there,
and am able to do it fully and clear. 
Then peace returns in me,
and am happy.
(C)BJG(Blair Gaulton)May 2015

Emotional Cocktail by Blair Gaulton

Emotional Cocktail
I am a cocktail of emotion today;
torn up inside.
I am unable to express;
what I want to say.
It is painful for me;
to have such a day.
I know I have to let go;
then there will be a way.
Not easy today.
(C)BJG(Blair Gaulton)May 2015